Sunday, December 04, 2005

A kind of life

Well, it’s a kind of life that you lead in lonesome cities… LA, New York, Mumbai, Dubai…

You walk alone… and suddenly the street lights play behind you… you turn around only to realize that it is only your shadow.

You roam in malls and supermarkets looking at or picking up what others left behind.

You act penny wise and pound foolish.

You work and not an hour goes by without you reminiscing your good moments with her.

You sit hours in your small room wondering what to do, and before you know it, night has fallen. Another day has gone by.

You wake up and before you realize, you are coming back from work.

You wake up, go to work, work, eat lunch, get back from work, eat dinner, walk a little… sleep… days pass. Each day as if a mirror of the previous one.

You write:
“The corporate world’s a wheel, and all men (and women) mere cogs in the wheel.”

You start hallucinating. You start getting ideas. They disappear where they came from. Some days you eat so well, on other days, you hardly eat anything.

You fall sick to realize that nobody around will even ask whether you need water.

You are rich and then, suddenly you find yourself poor. With no money even to buy bread.

You walk to work. You walk back from work. You wonder when the work that you had set out for will be ready for you?

6 comments:

abhilash warrier said...

Gayathri,

I surely will read the book when I take the time out from this existence here or when I find the book here...

Thanks for the recommendation. That passage was awesome...

I hope I have a great week ahead.

Same to you too...

Anonymous said...

exactly what i felt in NY...

DreamClicks said...

This was very well written.... these words reflect the feelings of so many people out there whose lives get non-chalant over a period of time... i dun know if itz just a phase or an eternal deal with destiny...

Anonymous said...

Well,life has many dull and exciting things, sometimes god makes you to feel very dull at a time only to give more exciting things. As they always say if you want to be happy,dont think of the things which you have lost , but think of the gains you have made

abhilash warrier said...

gayathri,

it has been a long time since i blogged... so am seeing your comment only now...

how are you? i heard the sad news... hope you find solace and peace... I am with you in this hour of need though I came to know of it only recently from vandana.

are you in delhi or chennai?

I am in chennai currently. i left dubai. i did hear about the toastmasters but did not feel like being in Dubai for any reasons...

so if you are in chennai, we can certainly meet up.

abhilash warrier said...

DV,

thanks for checking out my blog... your blog makes very interesting reading...