Thursday, April 29, 2010

Seene mein jalan

Seene mein jalan aankhon mein tufaan saa kyon hain?
Is shahar mein har shaks pareshaan saa kyon hain?

Dil hain to, dhadakane kaa bahaanaa koi dhoondhe
Patthar kee tarah beheesa-o-bejaan saa kyon hain?

Seene mein jalan…

Tanahaee kee ye kaun si, manzil hain rafeekon
Taa-hadd-ye-nazar yek bayaabaan saa kyon hain?

Kya koi nayee baat nazar aatee hain hum me
Aaina hume dekh ke hairaan saa kyon hain?


This song from Gaman (1979) has been playing in my head today since morning.

I am reminded of my hardworking years in Mumbai:...

Of travelling to and fro in jam-packed trains. Of those soiled notes I received at the end of the month. Of the impulsive expenses I made. Of working late into the day-after-tomorrow.

Those uncertainties and dreams. Those opportunities I missed. Those statements I made. Those promises made to self unkept. Those walks in the rain.

That intense love fading into oblivion or some void. That longing becoming indifference.

3 comments:

Abhinesh Warrier said...

This was very touching... It reminded of me our old days and mine as well while looking for a job in Mumbai...

kaif said...

wonderful song... very nice text below it.. thank you !

abhilash warrier said...

@ ani: Oh yes, I understand exactly what you meant there.

@ kaif: Awesome song. My humble attempt. By the way, I visited your blog; looks interesting and so will be reading more! :-)